
postage costs a whopping $12.25.
So yeah, that's my 2nd accessories holder. Bigger and better than my current. It's pretty in a nice simple way and I really like it. But I haven't had the luxury of time to actually utilize it yet so no pictures on that :( I miss my crazy/bitchy/funny friends. Really do. I may have said it but maybe I haven't emphasized it enough. So here goes... Special thanks to those who lent a listening ear and those who bought me presents. Much appreciated *hugs*

sometime back, with Rek & Eddie @ Tea Garden.
Oh God. Why do I sound so... gloomy and serious? Or is it just me? Hmm. It must be the vacuum. Sigh. Anyway, this sem is so fucked up I'm just glad it's over. And "glad", mind you, is a lil underrated here. You know how people always say that they can feel they've set 1 foot into their coffins? I never used to believe in such stuff. But now I do.
How about the times people tell you God has spoken to them. Like voila! I-hear-God-talking-to-me-do-you? that sorta... reaction. Despite 10 solid years of education in a Christian environment, I never felt I owned a personal relationship with God... but now I do.
Coz during this fateful night just 6 hours to my 1st paper, my body threatened to break apart. I won't be upset if you think this is bullshite (you'll know it when you experience it in future) but really, I thought I was gonna die. Fuck, how could I just die like that? My internal system was sooooo screwed and it didn't help that I was gasping for air and coughing blood out.
Yes, baby. Red, vicious blood. Not one time, not two times and definitely more than three times. And the amount won't stop increasing. In desperation, I started popping all the pills I could get my hands on. It didn't work. So I prayed. With my fingers clasped so tightly any tighter I'd risk breaking them, I prayed.
Then I felt something. Not advocating religion here so I don't wanna go into further details. No, no light shone on me to give me enlightenment. No no no. It's this spiritual thing. I felt my physical state transformed... somehow. And true enough, after 3 hours of pathetic sleep, I felt better. You can argue that it's the medicine that's working its wonders and etc etc. But yeah, I know what I felt and let's not argue about such sensitive stuff.
ANYHOWS, met up with the lup sup bengs again after the last paper. I know I'll confirm + chop + guarantee do very badly this sem but there's nothing worth mopping around anymore. I've tried my best and all I can do is to leave it to the hands of fate. So we had drinks and supper. Or rather, we had drinks and I had supper later on. Super fattening but one of my other friends was telling me, "You'd feel better when your stomach is full." So yeap, I had chunky fries with salsa and tartar dips at like 1-ish am? Man, it felt great.
(Btw I just had scissors cut curry rice for supper just now. The one at Kitchener Road... you know, famous for its curry and ahem, Christopher Lee "road accident". 2 suppers 2 days in a row. I-am-oh-so-fat!!! Plus I nearly puked on the way home. Now I don't feel that great already.)

guess where??

stupid photographer.

must pose till like that not?

as usual, you won't be able to see his face.

lup sup bengs.

hey! what's that near the vase?

it's a notti putty cat :)

we were at Holland's Coffee Beannie.
In case you didn't know, Swensens at HV is now opened 24/7. Perfect for Westies like us who don't wanna travel all the way to Swensens @ York! Basically, they were just watching me chomp down fries after fries and sipping my yummy hot cocoa. Then, I dunno what the hell got into them and they started talking about some Death matters. Eddie almost hypertensioned due to his wild imaginations. Tsk. But I gotta agree it's a serious issue, totally not meant for scaredy chicken shite ppl, which includes me, and possibly you, who's reading this :S

huh? buibui?!?

sinful stuff we shouldn't eat.